I don't really know how to start this blog...words are not easily coming to me today. I ended up in the ER today only to find out that I have miscarried my sweet baby. I'm sad, I'm confused, I'm scared. There are so many questions that I have that I may never find answers for. I know that God has His reasons and I am trying my best to trust Him and not question. Even though I am terribly sad and broken hearted today, I am so grateful for the many blessing God has given me. This baby was a blessed surprise. My beautiful children are the joy of my life. My husband is my best friend and my strongest support. My parents are always there when I need them most. And God is my Rock. Even though I don't understand why he called this baby home so early, I know that it is His strength and comfort that will get me through another loss. I can't imagine going through anything like this with out God by my side, even carrying me at times. I know that He is holding my sweet baby in His arms tonight and that I will meet him/her one day.

Thank you friends for all of your congratulations and well wishes. Your friendship and support have meant the world to me. I know that we will be in your prayers, and I thank you for that as well. God Bless
~Jenn~